Showing posts with label daffodils. Show all posts
Showing posts with label daffodils. Show all posts

odds and ends / 4.7.2021












Jacqueline Hassink, from Views, Kyoto, 2004-2014.

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Painted wooden fire screen, early 20th century.

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Agate fossil coral (showing small flowers), found on Reddit

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From How to Read the Aura, Practice Psychometry, Telepathy and Clairvoyance by W. E. Butler, via stopping off place.

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In Your Garden by Vita Sackville-West-West, 1951, first edition.

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The greatest hibernator of all is the snail. When the weather gets cold or dry, snails first go in search of places where they feel safe, among rocks or leaf litter. There they close themselves up. The snail moves in a shell that is its dwelling, and when it wants to hibernate, it makes a covering over the entrance. This is called an epiphragm, Greek for “lid.” The snail concocts it of mucus and calcium. The lid seals in moisture and keeps the snail from drying out. Inside its damp chamber the snail sleeps and waits for rain. Sometimes it sleeps for years. No one knows if snails dream. Someone may know. 


John Jeremiah Sullivan, "Uhtceare.The Paris Review, Issue 236, Spring 2021.

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As a poet I feel like it is my task to protect consciousness from the tech lords and the moon from Elon Musk, but I am not so delusional as to think I could lead an organized resistance to this process of enclosure. Nor do I think I can, alone, defend those poet things: the moon and love. But I also can't forget that there are people who want to own, as data, the bacteria in our intestines and the salt in our tears. I have watched people being conditioned into screen addiction and once-unimaginable interpersonal viciousness. I have lost loved ones to paranoid screen holes and conspiracies and seen even self-identified leftists align themselves fully to corporate entities. Even as I stepped away, almost entirely, from most everything online — even, for a time, giving up email — I have felt such survivor guilt about those left behind, the ones still compulsively refreshing their twitter or facebook feeds. I also know it didn't have to be like this: that the technologies developed in my life could and sometimes were used for what was beautiful and good.


Anne Boyer, "the earthly shadow of the cloud." MIRABILARY, 3/30/2021.

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Honestly, the more I think about it, the more the internet in these novels starts to feel like that one awkward white guy who knows he can’t dance but tries to let you know that he knows it so that he can bop along in the background at the party just the same. It feels like one of White Media’s greater farces that they have deceived us into thinking that the internet as described and proscribed in these novels is a thing that is actually worth arguing over. Aesthetically. I mean, really, think about it. The huge tracts of digital life that these novels don’t touch. None of the transformative capacity or will to change that animates so much of online life for black and brown and queer people exists in these novels. For some of us, the democratic dream and the populist impulse of digital life is alive. Not perfect, no. Not entirely democratic even. But it’s still there. Singing. 


Brandon Taylor, "i read your little internet novels / it's all very gothic up in here.sweater weather, 3/23/2021. 

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I was, unconvincingly, so many people as a teenager—a rebel, a sophisticate, a drama nerd, a go-getter, a witch. I could try on a persona for size and then return it, tags on. There was no social media then and no one wanted me on any reality series, so I never had to curate a self before I had one. But I did stupid things for love. What would I have done for likes? What would that have made me?


Alexis Sokolski, "'Kid 90' and the Days When Even Wild TV Teens Had Privacy." NYT, 3/26/2021. 

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Whatever this mode of production is, that it eats brains as well as bodies seems key to how it works, and how it is made. Capital extracts the energy out of the laboring body and makes it over as a thing apart, as capital in the form of the machine, which subordinates living labor to it. This other, more recent mode of production extracts information from bodies, and makes of it a thing apart, forms of artificial intelligence, over and against the thinking, feeling body.


McKenzie Wark, interviewed by Jessica Caroline at filthy dreams, 10/14/2019.

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Books, like vacuum cleaners, are increasingly judged on their ability to deliver what they appear to offer. They are consumer products. The customer has paid and must get what he wants. Pity the writer who falls foul of the vacuum cleaner purchaser. 


Alice Jolly, "In Praise of Boring Books." 3:AM Magazine, 3/22/2021.

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And it’s this question of “the business of reading,” of how we read, why we read, and what reading does for and to us, that I keep turning over in my mind.


Yaa Gyasi, "White people, black authors are not your medicine." The Guardian, 3/20/2021.

He was trying to persuade someone, anyone, to go with him, and only after everyone else had refused did he ask me.

Barbara Greene, quoted by Lucy Scholes in a review of Greene's book Too Late to Turn Back about traveling in Africa with her cousin, Graham (he wrote about their trip in Journey without Maps.)

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 A deep dive.

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Dandelion paperweights.

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A sonic atlas of phantom islands.

imaginary outfit: toad lists, daffodil rescue, and life on the moon




It's snowed here most days this week. The ephemeral airy fluff of an April snow that melts in a day is so far from the unmeltable glooms of stubborn February snow that I wish there was a different word to describe it instead of flailing adjective strings. Still, while light on the mind and heart, April snow is hard on flowers. One morning, the inches had piled up, so Hugh and I spent our morning walk digging out the daffodils. At four, Hugh loves flowers, maybe more than people, and he patiently went from clump to clump in our small village, crouching down, serious and gentle, brushing the petals free with his bare hands. Some of the stems had broken already, but he cleaned them anyway, and others sprang back. Daffodils are sturdier than you think.

We didn't see anyone on our walk. Most days, we don't see anyone other than the delivery people. There are 18 people on our street, and since this began, I've maybe spoken to three neighbors and seen one more. The rest are mysteries, shut up in their houses. I don't know how they manage to stay in, but I rarely saw them before, so really it's not so different.

On our morning walk, we usually make our Toad lists. In "The List," one of Arnold Lobel's Frog and Toad stories, neurotic Toad writes out everything he plans to do that day—wake up / get dressed / eat breakfast, etc. Out walking with Frog, the wind blows his list away. Toad can't chase after the list, because chasing after the list wasn't on his list of things to do; Frog runs after the list but can't find it, so Toad and Frog spend the day sitting still because Toad can't do anything without his list. Finally, the sun sets, and it is time to go to sleep—something they can do, because Toad remembers that it was on his list. We (mostly) eschew comical Toad-like rigidity, but we admire the practice of listmaking. Hugh's sometimes is "pick a daffodil / play dogs;" mine might be, "frozen ramen noodle lunch / take walk." Shorter is better, and if we forget them or lose them, we'll think of something else.

I told my friend Mike that this whole experience—this virus-induced pause—feels like being catapulted to the Moon. It seemed clear to me from the beginning that applying Earth rules to Moon existence was a recipe for frustration and heartbreak. So we went ahead and ignored all the wise and well-meaning advice about keeping to established routines and patterns. Those were never for us, anyway—just things we had bent our lives to fit. We'll have time to recalibrate to Earth life again if we ever find ourselves back there.

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We've been trying to dress like flowers or fields; this outfit was inspired by daffodils. Norse Projects beanie / Rodjeber Argan quilted coat / Nili Lotan cropped pant in camo / Block Shop Rosehip scarf / J. Hannah fauna nailpolish / Bonne Maison sunbeam socks / Veja Riobranco sneakers / Laura Lombardi mini bead hoops / pocketable Sakagen clippers for flower foraging.

the time of daffodils


Originally posted 3/15/2012. Best viewed on mute (and when there is snow on the ground).

'o love-star of the unbeloved march'


Lucian Freud: Woman with Daffodil, 1945.

Post title: Aubrey De Vere, 'Ode to the Daffodil.'

herald and harbinger!


Excerpt from Aubrey De Vere's 'Ode to the Daffodil' in Irish Odes and Other Poems. Full text here.

narcissus


Daffodils,
That come before the swallow dares, and take
The winds of March with beauty.

William Shakespeare, The Winter’s TaleAct IV, scene 3, line 138.

Zhao Mengjian (1199–1267): detail from Narcissus. Handscroll; ink on paper.

spring trumpeters



Daffodil cigarette card in the collection of the NYPL.