Showing posts with label new year. Show all posts
Showing posts with label new year. Show all posts

mind the step









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so this is the sound of you
here and now whether or not
anyone hears it this is
where we have come with our age
our knowledge such as it is
and our hopes such as they are
invisible before us
untouched and still possible

W.S. Merwin, from "To the New Year."

poem for the new year



Darrell Gray, via drifting lament.

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Edvard Munch, "The Sun." 1910.

a fancied dot; a three instead of a two






 

The past has flown away,
the coming month and year do not exist;
Ours only is the present’s tiny point.
Time is but a fancied dot ever moving on
which you have called a flowing river stream. 
I am alone in a wide desert,
listening to the echo of strange noises.

Mahmoud Shabistaru, from "Time" in Rose Garden of Mystery.

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Neither the symbolic detail
of a three instead of a two,
nor that rough metaphor
that hails one term dying and another emerging
nor the fulfillment of an astronomical process
muddle and undermine
the high plateau of this night
making us wait
for the twelve irreparable strokes of the bell.
The real cause
is our murky pervasive suspicion
of the enigma of Time,
it is our awe at the miracle
that, though the chances are infinite
and though we are
drops in Heraclitus' river,
allows something in us to endure,
never moving.

Jorge Luis Borges, translated by W.S. Merwin. (Originally posted here on 12/31/2012.)

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Other poems for a new year.

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Rolling the dice:

Egyptian stone die, ca. 30 B.C.—364 A.D., in the collection of the Metropolitan Museum of Art.
Iranian astrological plaque and dice, ca. 1600-1700, in the collection of Victoria & Albert Museum.

january first

The year’s doors open
like those of language
toward the unknown.
Last night you told me:
                                  tomorrow
we shall have to think up signs,
sketch a landscape, fabricate a plan
on the double page
of day and paper.
Tomorrow, we shall have to invent,
once more,
the reality of this world.

I opened my eyes late
For a second of a second
I felt what the Aztec felt,
on the crest of the promontory,
lying in wait
for time’s uncertain return
through cracks in the horizon.

But no, the year had returned.
It filled all the room
and my look almost touched it.
Time, with no help from us,
had placed
in exactly the same order as yesterday
houses in the empty street,
snow on the houses,
silence on the snow.

You were beside me,
still asleep.
The day had invented you
but you hadn’t yet accepted
being invented by the day.
—Nor possibly my being invented, either.
You were in another day.

You were beside me
and I saw you, like the snow,
asleep among the appearances.
Time, with no help from us,
invents houses, streets, trees,
and sleeping women.

When you open your eyes
we’ll walk, once more,
among the hours and their inventions.
We’ll walk among appearances
and bear witness to time and its conjugations.
Perhaps we’ll open the day’s doors.
And then we shall enter the unknown.


                                   Cambridge, Mass., 1 January 1975.

Octavio Paz, translated by Elizabeth Bishop.

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Originally posted 1/1/2011.

ends and beginnings


What we call the beginning is often the end
And to make an end is to make a beginning.
The end is where we start from. And every phrase
And sentence that is right (where every word is at home,
Taking its place to support the others,
The word neither diffident nor ostentatious,
An easy commerce of the old and the new,
The common word exact without vulgarity,
The formal word precise but not pedantic,
The complete consort dancing together)
Every phrase and every sentence is an end and a beginning,
Every poem an epitaph. And any action
Is a step to the block, to the fire, down the sea's throat
Or to an illegible stone: and that is where we start.
We die with the dying:
See, they depart, and we go with them.
We are born with the dead:
See, they return, and bring us with them.
The moment of the rose and the moment of the yew-tree
Are of equal duration. A people without history
Is not redeemed from time, for history is a pattern
Of timeless moments.

From "Little Gidding," No. 4 of Four Quartets. Originally posted 1/1/2010, reposted 1/1/2020.

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Uncredited image sourced from the late, lamented Fffffound.

promise



Remember, the time of year
when the future appears
like a blank sheet of paper
a clean calendar, a new chance.
On thick white snow 
you vow fresh footprints
then watch them go
with the wind's hearty gust.
So fill your glass. Here's tae us. Promises
made to be broken, made to last.

Jackie Kay

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Samuel Bourne, The Manirung Pass, 1866. Albumen silver print from glass negative. The Metropolitan Museum of Art.

ring out



Ring out, wild bells, to the wild sky,
The flying cloud, the frosty light:
The year is dying in the night;
Ring out, wild bells, and let him die. 
Ring out the old, ring in the new,
Ring, happy bells, across the snow:
The year is going, let him go;
Ring out the false, ring in the true.
Ring out the grief that saps the mind
For those that here we see no more;
Ring out the feud of rich and poor,
Ring in redress to all mankind. 
Ring out a slowly dying cause,
And ancient forms of party strife;
Ring in the nobler modes of life,
With sweeter manners, purer laws.

Ring out the want, the care, the sin,
The faithless coldness of the times;
Ring out, ring out my mournful rhymes
But ring the fuller minstrel in.

Ring out false pride in place and blood,
The civic slander and the spite;
Ring in the love of truth and right,
Ring in the common love of good.

Ring out old shapes of foul disease;
Ring out the narrowing lust of gold;
Ring out the thousand wars of old,
Ring in the thousand years of peace.

Ring in the valiant man and free,
The larger heart, the kindlier hand;
Ring out the darkness of the land,
Ring in the Christ that is to be.


Alfred, Lord Tennyson, "In Memoriam A. H. H. OBIIT MDCCCXXXIII: 106."

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Photo by Gerard Uferas from Viktor &Rolf's 2000 A/W couture show. Discovered here and originally posted on 12/31/2010.

revels


This year is not ending the way we planned. Sean and I both have terrible head colds, and our friends couldn't make it to the city. Fortunately, there are the consolations of flannel pjs, Scrabble, port wine cheese spread, cocktail shrimp, and The Apartment on TCM. I also have a poem to post to welcome this new year that I've been saving for ages, and that makes me happy.

Another happiness is you, whoever you are, who make time to visit here and silently share these strange and wonderful bits and pieces that matter so much to me. Thank you. I appreciate it more than I can say.

Here's to a new year full of marvelous discoveries.

Found photo of revelers discovered at all things amazing.

imaginary outfit: fresh starts



2012, five days in. We are tentatively getting acquainted.

I began this week with the image of an open blank book. New year, fresh starts, etc. Wrinkled printed pages and messy sheets followed. We are not pristine and blank. We are crumpled pages, but this is the time of year we smooth ourselves out and try to find a new leaf, or at least space in the margins. The sense of beginning again in the middle. Making do and trying to do better. Carrying on with whatever we carry, with a pause to adjust the load.

It's a nice feeling.

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Some resolutions: stay in New York; save money; be generous; keep healthy; get outside every day; go new places; read more; listen carefully; look closely; work harder; keep in touch; be grateful; make the dog happy; aim for kindness.

imaginary outfit: last errands of the old year


What a year. If you had told me this time last year that in approximately 365 days I would be putting on my coat to get lacinato kale at the little market between 90th and 91st on Broadway, I would have thought you were nuts. Nearly as crazy would have been the notion that Sean's idea of festive new year's feasting would absolutely require dark leafy greens packed full of nutrients, but lo and behold, both of these things have come to pass. It seems to be one last fitting twist in a decade where the world has swerved and veered in alarmingly unpredictable ways - a decade full of many terrible things, and a few startlingly beautiful ones.

Ten years ago I was at Merrion Square in Dublin, Ireland, ringing out the old and wondering what the future held. It was a landmark year - I was getting my footing in a new place, and the future was a blank - a huge hazy limitless vista. I felt brim full of potential and uncertainty. Standing at the edge of this next decade, that feeling has come back. Here I am again, dropped down somewhere new, scrambling to make a home for my little family and looking ahead from a vantage point I'd never thought I'd reach. The future is just as much an unknown as it was then, but I've become more comfortable with uncertainty in the interim.

Here's hoping 2010 brings mainly good, with no more trouble than we can comfortably bear. In the meantime, we'll be eating our kale and hoping for the best.

the big zero

Maybe we knew, at some unconscious, instinctive level, that it would be an era best forgotten. Whatever the reason, we got through the first decade of the new millennium without ever agreeing on what to call it. The aughts? The naughties? Whatever. (Yes, I know that strictly speaking the millennium didn’t begin until 2001. Do we really care?)

But from an economic point of view, I’d suggest that we call the decade past the Big Zero. It was a decade in which nothing good happened, and none of the optimistic things we were supposed to believe turned out to be true.
Paul Krugman in the NYT.

Image from Square America.