Showing posts with label steven millhauser. Show all posts
Showing posts with label steven millhauser. Show all posts

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Franz Sedlacek: Flowers and Insects (Blumen und Insekte), ca. 1939.

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Jan van de Velde the Younger: The Sorceress, 1626. 

The Latin inscription along the bottom reads:
What evils Desire commands, in the small secluded place; who, by sweet incantation, overcomes the minds of the purest mortals, induces frenzy in everyone! But how quickly it slips by; Death overtakes brief life, brief delights. Laughing for a moment, in eternity suffering regret.
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A chair with the shivers by Wilkinson & Rivera.

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Druid news item, via endlesssummer.

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George Schmidt, detail of a scherenschnitte hunting scene, ca. 1863. 

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In night when colors all to black are cast,
Distinction lost, or gone down with the light;
The eye a watch to inward senses placed,
Not seeing, yet still having powers of sight,

Gives vain alarums to the inward sense,
Where fear stirred up with witty tyranny,
Confounds all powers, and thorough self-offense,
Doth forge and raise impossibility:

Such as in thick depriving darknesses,
Proper reflections of the error be,
And images of self-confusednesses,
Which hurt imaginations only see;

And from this nothing seen, tells news of devils,
Which but expressions be of inward evils.

Lord Brooke Fulke Greville, "Sonnet 100," 1633.

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Fetch (as defined in Brewer's Dictionary of Irish Phrase and Fable): a preternatural vision of a living person, usually seen by a relative or friend. If occurring in the morning the visitation was a sign that the person, whose doppelgänger it was, would have a long and prosperous life; if in the evening it was a portent of imminent death:

She only looked with a dead, dead eye,
And a wan, wan cheek of sorrow:
I knew her Fetch!—she was called to die,
And she died upon the morrow.
John Banim, "The Fetch" (1857).

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Like one that on a lonesome road
Doth walk in fear and dread ...

Samuel Taylor Coleridge, Rime of the Ancient Mariner, Part VI, lines 37-38.

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During this time, she discovered that her house was haunted. It wasn't only she who felt it—she overheard adults talking about the ghosts as well. She realized that they were as frightened as she was, and were helpless to protect her. She already understood that the world was denser and more crowded than her senses could percieve: there were ghosts, but even those dead who were not ghosts still existed; she was used to hearing talk in which family members alive and dead were discussed without distinction. The dead seemed to her only barely dead.

Larissa MacFarquhar, "The Dead Are Real," a profile of Hilary Mantel in the 10/15/2012 New Yorker.

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We others are not like you. We are more prickly, more jittery, more restless, more reckless, more secretive, more desperate, more cowardly, more bold. We live at the edges of ourselves, not the middle places. We leave that to you. Did I say: more watchful? That above all. We watch you, we follow you, we spy on you, we obsess over you.

Steven Millhauser, 'We Others.'

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... [W]e have created a technology that leaves no place for the dead. It is a realm of perpetual present, a realm of simulation, where the past is as fluid as the future. Deepfake, the technology that uses machine learning to create highly realistic false videos, can re-create its subject even posthumously. It can cause us to remember what never happened. No longer will we have any assurance that we are remembering the dead. And the dead will no longer remember us—we will have become unrecognizable.

Anne Michaels, "Mortal Soul, Moral Soul.Lapham's Quarterly: Memory, Vol. 13, No. 1, Winter 2020.

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One need not be a Chamber -- to be Haunted --
One need not be a House -- 
The Brain has Corridors -- surpassing 
Material Place -- 

Far safer, of a Midnight Meeting 
External Ghost 
Than its interior Confronting -- 
That Cooler Host. 

Far safer, through an Abbey gallop, 
The Stones a'chase -- 
Than Unarmed, one's a'self encounter -- 
In lonesome Place -- 

Ourself behind ourself, concealed -- 
Should startle most -- 
Assassin hid in our Apartment 
Be Horror's least. 

The Body -- borrows a Revolver -- 
He bolts the Door -- 
O'erlooking a superior spectre -- 
Or More --

Emily Dickinson

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'Goodbye forever! I'm flying away,' shouted Margarita, drowing out the waltz. She then decided that she had no need of the chemise and with an ominous chuckle she threw it over Nikolai Ivanovich's head. Blinded, he tumbled off the bench onto the bricks of the path.
Margarita turned to take one last look at the house where she had suffered so long, and in the lighted window she saw Natasha gaping with astonishment.
'Farewell, Natasha!' Margarita shouted and urged her broom upward. 'Invisible! I'm invisible!' she shouted even more loudly, and with the branches of the maple tree brushing against her face, she flew out over the gates and into the street. And the totally crazed waltz followed her aloft.
Invisible and free! Invisible and free!

Mikhail Bulgakov, The Master and the Margarita, translated by Diana Burgin and Tiernan O'Connor.

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In the archive: posts of Halloweens past, including Halloween-ish reads for all ages.

odds and ends / 9.1.2021



















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Heinrich Kühn: Miss Mary and Edeltrude at the Hill Crest, ca. 1910, autochrome. The Metropolitan Museum of Art. Via Venetian Red.

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Ivor Cutler, "The natural height of cloud." Via stopping off place.

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Ogata Kenzan (1663-1743), Plate. Edo period. Hatakeyama (Collection Tokyo). Via Desimone-Wayland.
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Auguste Renoir: Landscape at Vétheuil, ca. 1890. The National Gallery of Art.

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Tasseled mules by Hereu.

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Page from Ada Carlson's collection of 1,355 four-leaf clovers, collected between 1910 and the 1920s. Via Anonymous Works.

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The summers were so long that they gradually grew longer than the whole year, they stretched out slowly beyond the edges of our lives, but at every moment of their vastness they were drawing to an end, for that’s what summers mostly did: they taunted us with endings, marched always into the long shadow thrown backward by the end of vacation. 


Steven Millhauser, "Flying Carpets." The Paris Review, Issue 145, Winter 1997.

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"There are occasional moments when one feels a full affinity with a piece of art in this way, feels taught by it, deeply, in the moment, in a way that changes, and this would turn out to be one of those for me." — Aimee Bender on Jane Campion's "The Piano" and Kazuo Ishiguro's Klara and the Sun.

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Pulling a book from my shelf, it isn’t the flow or obstruction of its plot that comes to mind, but rather a representative image that has somehow absorbed the mysterious energies of that particular novel. (A serious reader submits to synecdoche. No one can remember everything.) This image I’m describing seems to float free of the novel that contains it. It becomes the novel, at least insofar as one’s private experience is concerned.


Dustin Illingworth, "The Luminous Wheel: On Fictions and Images." Obstructive Fictions, June 28, 2021. 

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Several of her friends were writers, too, and they talked about the body. Where is the body when you write? You are always writing from the body, they said. But we can’t really feel the body in your work. We don’t believe in the bodies in your stories. Your stories are all words. Bring the body into your writing, they said.

She wasn’t sure.


Danielle Dutton, "Acorn." The New Yorker, 8/26/2021. 

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If states could learn to read novels as a kind of literary seismograph, Wertheimer argues, they could perhaps identify which conflicts are on the verge of exploding into violence, and intervene to save maybe millions of lives.

Philip Olterman, "'At First I Thought This Was Crazy': The Real-Life Plan To Use Novels To Predict the Next War." The Guardian, June 26, 2021.

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It’s really clever to see how the kids are growing up on TikTok. The kids are understanding the reality they’re in. I guess that’s always shocking to every generation—how much the kids actually get the world they live in. 


Shayne Oliver, interviewed on Platform.

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What it looks like to leave social media: "I love people to think that I'm dead."

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On lying flat: "From my view down here on the carpet, I see a system that, even if it bounces back to 'normal,' I have no interest in rejoining, a system that is beginning to come undone." (NYT)

Related (also NYT): "Lying flat is justice."

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The revolutions of the future will appear in forms we don’t even recognise—in a language we can’t read. We will be looking out for twists on the old themes but not noticing that there are whole new conversations taking place. Just imagine if all the things about which we now get so heated meant nothing to those who follow us—as mysteriously irrelevant as the nuanced distinctions between anarcho-syndicalism and communist anarchism. At least we can hope for that. As the cybernetician Stafford Beer once said to me: “If we can understand our children, we’re all screwed.” So revel in your mystification and read it as a sign of a healthy future. Whatever happens next, it won’t be what you expected. If it is what you expected, it isn’t what’s happening next.


Brian Eno, "What Happens Next?" Prospect, November 26, 2010.

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"The main thing is that it happens before you drop dead."—the artist Peter Bradley, on his late-in-life comeback (NYT).

reading list: fall 2015


It's raining this morning, and the gray sky sets off the dull brightness of the yellowing leaves. Drizzly days always make me feel like I have stepped into one of Bert's smeary chalk drawings in Mary Poppins.

Slowly, we're settling into new routines and my mind feels like it is settling, too, after the great baby shake-up. It's a pleasant jumble of ideas and plans and projects, one of which is finding some interesting new things to read. My working shortlist, with brief excerpts from each:

David Maraniss: Once in a Great City: A Detroit Story
The chronology here covers eighteen months, from the fall of 1962 to the spring of 1964 ... It was a time of uncommon possibility and freedom when Detroit created wondrous and lasting things. But life can be luminescent when it is most vulnerable. There was a precarious balance during those crucial months between composition and decomposition, what the world gained and what a great city lost. Even then, some part of Detroit was dying, and that is where the story begins.

As he stood that day on Chimborazo, Humboldt absorbed what lay in front of him while his mind reached back to all the plants, rock formations and measurements that he had seen and taken on the slopes of the Alps, the Pyrenees and in Tenerife. Everything that he had ever observed fell into place. Nature, Humboldt realized, was a web of life and a global force. He was, a colleague later said, the first to understand that everything was interwoven as with ‘a thousand threads’. This new idea of nature was to change the way people understood the world.

Edmund de Waal: The White Road
I thought that I understood the purity of porcelain and its attraction for so many people – to the point of obsession – for a thousand years. Porcelain comes from China. It was so rare, so arcane in medieval Europe, that to drink from porcelain was supposed to prevent poison. The story of its travels, of its trade, is one of desire. There are very few materials in the world that embody such a strong transformational pull from earth to something that is so light, translucent, so fine that it rings as clear as a bell. It is alchemy. 
But there is nothing simple about simplicity. Desire and power, in conjunction with purity, comes at a great cost.

Larissa MacFarquhar: Strangers Drowning
In the middle of her life, she was sick of the peace movement, and she was sick of being a brown person in North America, so in the mid-​1980s she moved to Nicaragua with her husband, Charles Gray, to work with Latinas like herself. She thought: “The woman who gets up at three a.m. to grind the corn, she’s had thirteen babies, half of whom have died either because of disease or because of the war, and this woman has never had five minutes to realize what sort of a human being she could be, because she’s always cooking and having babies and burying her children—that is the woman I want to work with.”

John Berger: The Shape of a Pocket
The pocket in question is a small pocket of resistance. A pocket is formed when two or more people come together in agreement. The resistance is against the inhumanity of the New World Economic Order. The people coming together are the reader, me, and those the essays are about–Rembrandt, Paleolithic cave painters, a Romanian peasant, ancient Egyptians, an expert in the loneliness of a certain hotel bedroom, dogs at dusk, a man in a radio station. And unexpectedly, our exchanges strengthen each of us in our conviction that what is happening in the world today is wrong, and that what is often said about it is a lie.

Steven Millhauser: Voices in the Night
But the voice in the night is scary as witches. The voice in the night knows you’re there, even though you’re hidden in the dark. If the voice calls your name, you have to answer. The boy imagines the voice calling his name. It comes from the ceiling, it comes from the walls. It’s like a terrible touch, all over his body. He doesn’t want to hear the voice, but if he hears it he’ll have to answer. You can’t get out of it.

Helen Macdonald: H is for Hawk
Looking for goshawks is like looking for grace: it comes, but not often, and you don’t get to say when or how. But you have a slightly better chance on still, clear mornings in early spring, because that’s when goshawks eschew their world under the trees to court each other in the open sky.

Have a recommendation? Send an email: evencleveland at gmail dot com.

Bookshelf inspiration from Marie Claire Maison.  (I keep track of books, inspiring images of libraries and bookshelves, and other readerly things on Pinterest.)

'terrible blue infinities'

In the dark blue sky, a few yards away, the luminous half-moon looked suspiciously precise, as if it had been carefully separated from its missing half along a perforation. A nearby star, twinkling for all it was worth, resembled a flickering dot in a faulty neon sign. I reflected, not for the first time, upon the exaggerated reputation of the trite night sky, so empty of mysteries, so smug and small, in comparison with the terrible blue infinities of a blazing summer noon.

Steven Millhauser, Edwin Mullhouse.

snow

Down below, the backyard had vanished. In its place was a dazzling white sea, whose lifted and immobile waves would surely have toppled if I had not looked at them just then. It had happened secretly, in the night. It had snowed with such abandon, such fervor, such furious delight, that I could not understand how that wildness of snowing had failed to wake me with its white roar.

 

Steven Millhauser, 'Snowmen'. The perfect thing to read today.