As to whether I have anything worth expressing that is apart from the question. I may never have anything to express, except this desire for a more interior life.
Gwen John

In 50 years time, I will be known as the brother of Gwen John.
Augustus John

The Johns fascinate me. I wish I could have seen this.

All paintings/drawings by Gwen John. From top to bottom:  

The Convalescent, c.1923-4
Girl in Profile, (date unknown)
Girl in Pinafore with Cat on Her Lap, c. late 1910s- early 1920s
Interior, 1915
Nude Girl, c. 1909-10 
Portrait of a Woman: Chloe Boughton-Leigh, c. 1910
A Young Woman in Blue, c. 1914-5